Being Seen – Narcissistic Abuse

Honestly, this is something I find difficult. Sharing your own story, or stories, when you’re not totally comfortable being seen can be tough.

⁣⁣I was raised by a narcissist. He’s not my father but he was my mum’s partner throughout most of my childhood.

⁣⁣A few years ago, calmly, I cut all contact with him, I’d reached a point where I thought “I just don’t need this sh** in my life.” It’s the only way to deal with these people.⁣⁣

Many of you who have been with me for a while know this story, but this is the first time I’m publishing it on a public platform.⁣⁣

This is one of the smaller ways the narcissism of another can affect you, especially if it was a parental figure who behaved in this way. ⁣⁣Being gaslighted from a young age, and witnessing the mental attacks on my mother made me shut up, and shut down, in fact. I was terrified to rock the boat and thought everything was my fault. I ended up co-dependent with very low self-esteem even though I was popular, a successful martial artist and an academic over achiever.⁣⁣

These thoughts and feelings of not being enough haunted me until my 30s, despite therapy and more success in my life. But nothing filled the void and eventually, when being covertly bullied at work, I ended up having a complete mental breakdown.⁣⁣

Now I call it a breakthrough, but at the time I was very afraid. I couldn’t use emails or sleep at night, I was agoraphobic, medicated, constantly in tears and suicidal. My world came crashing down and that’s where my recovery began.⁣⁣

You know now that I’m happy. I got help and rebuilt my life, a life that had been built on lies, quite frankly. I had to learn to discover who I really was behind my own mask and then accept that. The greatest blessings that came out of this for me, is that I am non-judgemental and know how to help others feel safe; I know what it’s like to not be ok with who you are through no fault of your own. I know what it’s like to be afraid to look behind your own mask but to take the plunge and embark on the road to recovery and self-discovery anyway.

You just never know what is going on for someone else and I always see the good inside of another person, everything else is just a mask created (often unconsciously) to protect them from having to go through a pain / trauma that they experienced in the past all over again. That’s how our brains are wired, that’s how we survive. So it’s actually a positive when your brain operates in this way, it’s just some outdated software that can be upgraded.

⁣⁣This kind of damage is common but oftentimes it is so ingrained in us that we cannot see it, we just know that we are very unhappy or that something is very wrong. It’s quite possible that you can’t even remember most of the stuff that happened, but your body sure does and it reacts / behaves as if you’ve got no control.⁣⁣

My journey turned out to be the catalyst that led me to reinvent myself and follow my calling to help people. It became my work to use my experiences to help as many people as possible to empower themselves and recover from mental pain and narcissistic abuse. ⁣⁣Pain points us to what we need to work on to find freedom and happiness, it’s a signpost and it’s possible to make it your ally.

I’ve always been empathetic and intuitive, but thought that made me weak – that’s what I was told from a young age. But those gifts, combined with my experiences, have given me the springboard to help so many others. This gives me my purpose in life!

⁣⁣If you’re feeling depressed, anxious etc. and  struggling to reach out, chances are you’ve experienced trauma that’s led to you believing you’re not worthy. That if you’re not supporting others you’ll be judged or abandoned, so you prefer to suffer in silence wishing someone would notice but you feel invisible.⁣⁣

Dear heart, it’s ok. It’s an old program your brain is running that can be changed with the right help, support and love.⁣⁣You are enough. You have always been enough. You are not what happened to you. You are a gift. ⁣⁣Thanks for showing up. ⁣

Speak soon, Nancy. ⁣⁣

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The Global Effort to Destigmatise The Use of Plant Medicines for Mental Wellness


This is a safe, confidential space where information will not be recorded or shared. 

Hello friends of #ThankYouPlantMedicine,

On Saturday February 20th, 2021, all who have benefited from psychoactive plant medicines or psychedelics will be publicly sharing their stories on social media using the hashtag #ThankYouPlantMedicine, in order to create a viral wave of awareness and end the stigma.

On Sunday Feb 21, 2021, we are planning a day of sharing circles for people to come together, get to know each other, experience connection and share their stories in a spirit of gratitude. THIS IS AN INVIATION TO A SHARING CIRCLE.

The intent of this campaign is to raise global awareness of the beneficial healing aspects of these medicines and the importance of integrating them into mainstream society, free from stigma and all forms of discrimination.

Our aim is that each participant, who wants to speak, will some time for sharing and storytelling about how plant medicines have helped them in a safe and confidential space. Our stories are so important, even if we think that our experiences don’t benefit others, they really do serve to break down stigma and fear as well as educate and demystify. By connecting and sharing openly in a safe space we also undergo our own process of integration and deepening our understanding and connection with each other and all life. 


  2. No recording equipment permitted – this is a safe sapce
  3. Do not interrupt other speakers
  4. 5-7 minutes 
  5. Do not include where or with whom you had your experiences
  6. Do say how your experience helped you / made you a better person

Join our “Coming Out” movement to raise awareness about psychoactive medicines.


“Working together, in gratitude, for the de-stigmatization of psychoactive plant medicines and psychedelics, and their responsible integration into mainstream society.”

We dream of a world where these substances are free from stigma and discrimination, for personal and collective healing.

We are organizing global waves of gratitude on every February 20th, calling on people to “come out” with their stories of healing and transformation on that day, using the hashtag #ThankYouPlantMedicine.

Let’s raise awareness and end the stigma.

Our mission is to raise global awareness about the benefits of entheogenic plant medicines such as psilocybin mushrooms, ayahuasca, cannabis, peyote, huachuma, and iboga, as well as psychedelic-assisted therapy with MDMA and LSD.

We are preparing a viral gratitude campaign to draw the attention of the mainstream media – on February 20th , 2021, 100,000+ people will “come out” on social media worldwide with their stories of personal healing and transformation, using the hashtag #ThankYouPlantMedicine.

We are now executing a coordinated effort with 300+ volunteers from 33 countries to reach out to hundreds of organisations, media channels, and high-profile celebrities over the next four months.

We have the formal support of organisations such as ICEERS, and 1Heart Journeys, we are gathering the latest academic research, safety, and legal information which we will make available on a non-profit website, that will also feature indigenous causes, conservation efforts and ways to take action.

To get involved see my events here and the main website fo the movement here.

So much love and gratitude to you!

Speak soon, Nancy.

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Comparison (the thief of joy)

Your uniqueness is worth celebrating. You are, and always will be, a one off. Just focus on that for a moment. 

Although it’s common to compare oneself to others, that doesn’t make it any less damaging. There’s a risk of doing yourself a disservice by hiding your true essence (exhausting) and may lead to feelings of low self-worth, jealousy and resentment.

Although it’s common to compare oneself to others, that doesn’t make it any less damaging. There’s a risk of doing yourself a disservice by hiding your true essence (exhausting) and may lead to feelings of low self-worth, jealousy and resentment.

Do you take time to acknowledge and honour the special qualities that make you the person that you are? 

What makes you, you, is incomparable. It might be easier to accept when you remember that we are all part of the whole, each of us serving a unique purpose in the big scheme of things.

If you can look to yourself, rather than to others, for your own fulfilment and development you are in a strong position in life. We have been told over and over that we are not enough, that we need to consume and change to make the grade in society, but this is a fallacy designed to make money out of you. As I always say, you are enough. You have always been enough. 

We may have experiences in our lives that make it incredibly difficult or uncomfortable to just ‘be yourself.’ Remember that none of that was your fault and a lot of it is learned behaviour, not the real you. If you have become co-dependent or anxious etc. it’s just not your fault. However, your happiness, your success, is your responsibility. You can learn to observe your emotions and use them to help you to grow rather than let them navigate you. Underneath all of that learned behaviour and limiting beliefs is the real you. It’s healthy to be inspired by others but a waste of energy to measure yourself against, or try to be like, someone else.

We all have special gifts and it’s time well spent tuning into those rather than looking outside. We each have a divine purpose and our own unique, sometimes rocky, path to follow with lessons to learn. We each evolve in our own way, so to try to compare yourself to others serves no purpose. 

Many of us have been conditioned to look outside of ourselves to try to figure out where we fit in, but the answer is inside. No one else can tell you who you are or what your divine purpose is.

If you’re not sure what makes you special or what your purpose is try the following:

Spend time being still and ask yourself: 

“What do I love to do?”

“What do I want to see more of in the world and how do I do that?”

Then listen to the silence inside or journal and see what comes up.

Nurturing your uniqueness enables you to grow, evolve and deepen your own happiness in powerful and positive ways. 

WHAT MAKES YOU, YOU? Nurture it. Embrace it. Own it.

Speak soon, Nancy.

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Are You Getting Enough Sleep?

⁣⁣When we sleep the body renews itself. Getting enough sleep is vital if you intend to stay clear headed and all round healthy. ⁣⁣

I remember when I was a secondary school teacher, I would often sacrifice sleep because I was just too busy, with always more to do. When life is bursting with responsibilities it’s common to get to bed late and at irregular hours, but this makes matters worse. Putting your needs last often results in making things worse, yet we’ve become accustomed to it.⁣

⁣⁣A healthy sleeping regime is crucial to sustaining balance, as necessary as getting regular exercise and healthy diet. Your battery cannot be full without these three pillars charging it. ⁣

⁣When you sleep your organs do the majority of their work, your cells regenerate, your unconscious mind processes. During the day we function, but during the night we get born  again in many ways. Studies show that not enough sleep is even linked to obesity as the body is not getting its work done.⁣

⁣Feeling drained, tired, lethargic affect our emotions, hormones, relationships and performance – no good if you want to be rational, potent and successful. ⁣

⁣How much sleep each person needs varies. You have to check in with yourself to know what you need, which can be an art in itself. How much sleep gives you the energy you need? The recommended amount is 8 hours but I do better after 10. My days are generally spent doing energy work and in my sleep there is a lot of activity too, but the truth is – I rarely get enough sleep myself. This is what inspired me to write this post.  ⁣⁣

⁣⁣Naps are generally discouraged in British culture, but in many places they are very much the norm. In fact, afternoon napping  tends to increase both productivity and creativity, yet our sleeping habits have changed to fit in with the demands of the ‘Western working world.’ Maybe a post Covid working world will be different? ⁣

⁣Your self care and healthy habits are your responsibility. So if you know you could feel better, make some changes. ⁣

⁣Look at how other animals behave, they sleep a lot, domestic or otherwise. Maybe we need to have a fresh look at how our ancestors treated sleep and take some tips from them. ⁣

If you need to feel more grounded, refreshed, energised and potent try sleeping more and having a more regular sleeping pattern – catching up at the weekend is a myth. ⁣

⁣1. Wind down for at least an hour before bed.⁣

2. Go to bed and get up at regular times.⁣

3. If you can and need to, take a 20 minute nap in the day. ⁣

Let me know your sleep stories: Do you lucid dream? Astral travel? Dream of flying? Sleep well? Sleep poorly? Not need much sleep or need a lot? Has good sleep changed your life? TELL ME ALL, I love to know.⁣

⁣Art and thanks – @_coppermoon_ (insta)

Speak soon,⁣ Nancy. ⁣


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Setting Boundaries


⁣⁣⁣Boundaries are essential if we want to live authentically and fully. They ensure we keep in line with honouring our emotions, work through and with what we feel, and tune into our intuition. ⁣⁣⁣

Without boundaries we are ungrounded and often end up being led, or pushed, around by others. Essentially we give our sovereignty away by not knowing who we are or what we want or deserve. This makes us distracted, directionless and often easy prey to bullies because we are afraid to think for ourselves.⁣⁣

⁣⁣⁣⁣Maintaining boundaries is an aspect of having a healthy sense of self. You might still get the negative, critical voice in your head from time to time but you can observe, rather than be led by, it.⁣⁣⁣

⁣⁣⁣When we can stand up and say no because something is not in alignment with who we are, we are no longer driven by the fear of what others might think. When we can own who we are we trust our gut feelings, judgement and decisions, then we can be freer and experience ourselves fully and authentically, we can grow and evolve. ⁣⁣⁣

⁣⁣⁣Take some time to be still. If you’ve not had strong boundaries in the past it can feel uneasy to start trusting yourself and setting boundaries for yourself. You’ll question yourself, doubt, feel anxious, some people won’t like it and challenge you. But if you can be still every day, maybe start a journal too, begin working out a positive framework for yourself and standing by it, you’ll soon see some positive changes in how you feel and your life. ⁣⁣

⁣⁣Who do you need to say no to?⁣⁣
What situations or behaviours drain you that you want to put a stop to?⁣⁣
What will you do with the free time created by not taking responsibility that’s not yours and keeping out of others’ dramas?⁣⁣

⁣⁣You can think for yourself. You can trust yourself. You are, and always have been, enough. ⁣⁣Let me know how your life changed when you started setting boundaries. ⁣⁣

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Speak soon, Nancy.


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The Power of The Present Moment

Time doesn’t stand still, so why should you? Every day we are faced with new challenges, your emotional state can change from moment to moment; a conversation or a news channel can make us feel destabilised, triggered, fearful and powerless. But darling, you CAN get back on track, you don’t have to feel bad until tomorrow or wait for new year’s etc. It’s all within your control how long you feel bad for. Now I’m not saying it’s easy, it takes work and practice, but as the creator of your own reality do you really want to waste time feeling bad? Dear heart, you are not who you were 10 years ago, last year, even this morning. So why wait to feel better?

Let’s be honest, most of us are glad 2020 is behind us. It tested us beyond the limit, with many of us uncovering truths and blind spots about ourselves, even friends and family members etc., that felt too much to bear at times. Many spent time hiding, crying, breaking down, wanting to give up; feelings and old behaviours scratched their way back to the surface. Speaking for myself, some very difficult issues that I thought I had been delt with years ago and long gone, reared their nightmareish faces once more. I was almost convinced that I was mad, back in the depths of my darkest moments. There were points during last year, in this inner war, where I screamed inside my head “I thought I’d changed!”

However, at last it became clear that of course I had changed. This was just a test, my brain tapping into the old conditioning to see if I was indeed aligned with the paradigm shift that’s taking place in our times. 2020 gave us a lot of time be with ourselves, to be present in the now, and to have a go at living without the distractions (AKA conditioning) that often blocks us from feeling what we really feel and therefore authentic growth. In my case, I discovered that the old programming simply did not fit with the ‘new me’ but I was struggling because I had not yet filled the space. This dragged on longer than I wanted it to, but this episode taught me a lot about what I don’t want in my life, therefore the takeaway was I NOW KNOW WHAT I DO WANT! Choosing to learn from your troubles can help you to navigate your way around depression, anxiety etc. and pave the way for growth.

Of course it can be comforting to have a benchmark, especially when right now is not going well or to plan. When you’re in something it can feel all-consuming and overwhelming, like drowning. Absolutely, tomorrow is a blank slate and full of possibilities, but THE POWER OF NOW is also potent; moment to moment also has its own seed of promise. Sometimes we think we will wait for tomorrow because we don’t really think we can do it now; secretly we don’t really believe we will do it tomorrow either – but YOU CAN DO IT, now and tomorrow and going forward. 

Some people say: “Tomorrow’s another day” or “Next month… I’ll start on 1st .” Sometimes we can think that tomorrow we will have more courage, or if wait for next month or a new year it will click somehow, and there is nothing is wrong with any of that. I just want to point out that ‘right now’ and “one day at a time” is perfectly fine too. At any given moment you can surrender, put the past behind you and say: “I CAN LET GO AND MOVE ON RIGHT NOW.” Yes the negative thing happened and it has upset you, that’s a fact, but how you react and how you let it affect you is up to you. There is an art to it, for sure, so take your time if this is new to you.

If something feels too big you can always talk to a therapist, I offer free consultations to all wanting to make a change or help, but finding the right fit for you is vital. 

Whether you want to make a change, break a habit or something else, there are a number of ways you can do this. 

  1. Talk to a therapist
  2. Go for a walk
  3. Get out in nature
  4. Breathe 
  5. Visualise 
  6. Break the routine
  7. Take a nap
  8. Meditate / pray
  9. Burning sage / cleaning a space
  10. Journaling


2021 is dancing upon us and many people will be keen to jump on the ‘New Year’s resolutions’ bandwagon. That’s all well and good, I’m all for taking control and creating the life of your dreams, but I thought it was worth considering self-sabotage for a moment. It is really common to inexplicably lose enthusiasm and motivation, especially when it comes to the most impactful and transformative goals. Why is it so easy to go off the boil after revving yourself up for a project or endeavour, a habit change or starting something new? Even when you know, in your heart of hearts, that this somethin’ somethin’ will be good for you – enhance your happiness, success or whatever your goal – the passion or motivation can soon dwindle. Strange, huh?

When we want to make a change, be it bringing in something new or stopping something old, it helps to remember that we have been somewhat comfortable as we are for a while now. Psychologist Jeremy Dean tells us that it takes ‘21 days to form a habit’, and many of us have been doing what we want to quit for more than 21 days, let’s face it. So how do we change our programming?

A big cause of self-sabotage is what we therapists call ‘Limiting Beliefs’. These are thoughts, often that we are largely unaware of, that talk us out of things by telling us we are not good enough, that we won’t succeed, blah blah blah – you get the picture, I’m sure. They can also lead us into harmful behaviours in a similar way, for example continuing to use drugs or smoking. They are super sneaky, often quieter than conscious thoughts, then before you know it, you’re off the wagon and then you feel worse about yourself than when you started. These limiting beliefs are tied to your core values, often brought about in childhood, so they’ve been with you for as long as you can remember. Some embed themselves later in your life because your brain believes these limiting beliefs to be serving or protecting you in some way. Might sound counter-intuitive when it comes to something you know to be harmful that you, your conscious mind, wants to drop. Surely your brain can’t think it’s better to be a smoker or to overeat? Well, yes it can but it will be a complex network of stories and neurons at play. 


If you are a self-sabotager, the most powerful thing you can do for yourself (and the changes you want to manifest) is to be honest with yourself and shine a light on those hidden thought patterns. Make yourself aware of how your core beliefs and automatic conditioning are ruling the roost, because that is what may be holding you back from achieving what you consciously want.

When we identify our self-limiting views and break the habits that do not serve us, we can then begin to establish constructive and healthy behaviours from a place of self-love and worthiness instead of beating ourselves up to get to a goal ASAP. Then you are in a position to feel a greater sense of peace, easiness in the flow of your life and freedom to create what you really want with an awareness of why you desire it– it is essential that you are doing it for you and NOT because you think you are not enough or because people will like you more etc.

GOOD NEWS though! Self-sabotage is not your fault, it’s just your programming and you can change it. Some of this programming runs so deep that we can’t identify it in a blind spot, but with the right therapist you can find and change any behaviour that is standing in your way and allow you to welcome and accept your growth and success. In the meantime, below are some tips to help you on your journey. Dear heart, I wish you well!

  1. Start small – If you want to get fit don’t think you’re going to spend 3 hours’ a day in a gym from day one. It’s just not realistic. 
  2. Be okay with the journey not just focussed on the destination – yes goals help you stay on track but you will discover much about yourself ON THE JOURNEY. This a great opportunity to learn about yourself and that stuff is the gold! Self-awareness is empowerment and the building blocks that will improve your life permanently.
  3. Get clear on why you want it – It’s got to be for you, to make a difference to how YOU want to feel. Example; Don’t lose weight to attract a partner, know you are enough and desire the weight loss because it is what you want.
  4. Keep a journal – it helps to get your thoughts and feelings out about your new endeavour so they don’t eat away at you inside your head. 
  5. Remember why you started – write a list or make a collage of pictures that you can easily get your hands on if you feel like throwing in the towel.
  6. Find time – Make space for calm. Sometimes your brain needs a break! Take a nap or meditate. I have meditations on my YouTube channel ShamanicHeartspace 1st consultation is free
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Breaking Bad (habits)

October has fast become known as the month of abstinence. The modern Lent, Stoptober is a movement that encourages people to undertake a healthier lifestyle for just one month, thus showing that they have the potential to quit for good.

You don’t have to wait for Stoptober to test your self-discipline muscles. You can set yourself a challenge, such as breaking a bad habit or undertaking a new beneficial one, at any time. Think about who you want to be; do you want to be a slave to nicotine or booze, or do you want to be in control? The truth is, you are in control, YOU just have to believe it.

A good therapist can help you to understand the patterns, associations and attachments you have with your bad habit. This information is powerful because it will be unique to you and can help you to untangle the motivations behind your unhealthy habit. Knowledge is power – if you really want to reset and get back to your natural, habit free state you most certainly will with the benefit of such knowledge; without the pains of having to rely on willpower alone.

As a therapist, when it comes to habit breaking, time and time again I have seen people struggle – not so much with the abstinence itself, but with the feeling of the hole it leaves behind. This is exactly why willpower alone simply won’t work. Inevitably you crave the mechanism that your brain believes is helping you, created by an association and repetitious behaviour. When thoughts or behaviours (in the case of habits, both) are repeated and neurological pathways are strengthened until the habit becomes a very natural part of your daily life. So it can feel weird, uncomfortable or even scary to let go of this coping strategy and embrace the hole it leaves behind. Good news is that really there is no hole; there was always a time before where you did not have this habit, but you will have squeezed it in somehow, for any number of reasons. Breaking a bad habit creates space for your mind and body. Embracing those spaces can revolutionise your life and you as a human being; the people who quit for good are the ones that understand this and embrace it.

Many habits are formed out of insecurity, of some sort. You wanted to fit in, or were stressed and didn’t know what to do etc. etc. Find the root and you’ll likely find the beginning of the cure. The point is that the habit started because it helped you feel better once and your brain said “I want more of that please” releasing chemicals such as dopamine to ensure you’ll get the message to do it again and again. There are thousands of years of evolution and chemical influences behind what you have been doing. Finding it difficult to kick a habit does not make you weak, falling off the wagon and getting back on it again actually makes you strong.

Habit breaking is about feeling good, secure, confident, (insert feeling) etc.  without the unhealthy strategy that has been adopted. Feeling good involves being kind to yourself. Once you understand why you smoke, for example, aside from the chemical influences in the brain and substance, you can begin to put strategies in place that will empower you to learn to live without the habit. If you are a drinker who drinks when stressed, have a look at what causes you stress. Next you can make other choices instead, for example a daily run or weekly massage might help lower your stress levels – forming new neurological pathways and ways of coping with what life throws at you.

Habit forming is a natural part of our survival. Problems only arise when the habit has a negative impact on you or others around you. It’s never too late to change and it’s always brave to ask for help. Don’t suffer in silence and you too can learn to embrace your freedom.

If you want to talk about your bad habits, phobias or conditions, see my site for more information on how I can help you.

Trypanophobia: Fear of Needles

Trypanophobia is the fear of needles, blood being drawn or injections, and is often called needle phobia.

I am currently working with a client who has Trypanophobia. The non-phobic might imagine that this wouldn’t cause much of a problem day to day, but they’d be wrong.


Few people can say they enjoy getting injections or having their blood drawn, but needle phobia is far more than just a little anxiety around pain. People with a needle phobia are terrified of needles and symptoms can include loss of sleep, anxiety or even going to extremes (risking their life of lives of others) to avoid an injection or blood being taken.

Needle phobia, as with any phobia, can provoke physical reactions such as a sudden drop in blood pressure, palpitations, sweating, dry mouth and acting out of character.

More symptoms of needle phobia include:

  • Panic, fainting, or hyperventilating.
  • Fear of doctors / nurses hospitals etc.
  • Avoidance and reacting to watching other people get an injection or giving blood, even on screen or in magazines etc.
  • Reacting to seeing blood or veins.
  • Avoiding procedures that involve needles.

While many of us don’t have to face the needle very often in life, what if you have a health condition that requires regular blood testing? 

1 in 10 people in the UK suffer with a fear of this kind. How do you have dental work or manage Diabetes? Perhaps you are due to have an operation, how will an anaesthetist administer the anaesthetic? Fear of needles can affect expectant mothers, causing stress to her body and the unborn child.

Some people are health conscious because certain conditions run in families, such as cancer, so regular blood screening might save your life.

Great, if you’re ok with needles and blood draws – but what if you’re not? Some people can’t watch television or films for their fear that they might see something that triggers them. It is not unheard of for sufferers to be afraid to travel in case something happens away from home and they might be required to have an injection, while others obsess about other fictional scenarios that might force them to face their fear.

Consider vaccinations, giving blood, tattoos… Needles actually factor more in our lives than we might immediately realise, well, if we are non-phobic that is. So we can see that, as with any phobia, it can really be intrusive in, if not take over, a person’s life.


Needle phobia can run in families; children of needle phobic parents might develop it as a result of learned behaviour. Traumatic experiences with needles, such as being restrained or mistreated by a medical practitioner, can contribute to the development of the condition. Some people with the phobia may have unusual pain sensitivity and fear the pain more than the needle itself. In some cases the sufferer doesn’t know where the phobia came from.



Many people hide their phobias very well, not even able to talk about their biggest fear, but it’s likely that at some time in your life you are going to need to face an injection or have blood drawn. So what are you going to do when the time comes?

Hypnosis and EMDR can be particularly effective in treating this condition, even in severe cases, for good.

Different therapists work in different ways and with great results. I help clients to regulate their reactions first, feeling comfortably back in control. We then move on to completely desensitising their response to the stimulus. This does not mean I make you face your fear, rather we work on removing the fear so when you think about it, and do indeed come face to face with it, you simply feel nonchalant.

Some therapists promise a 1 session cure, and this can be very effective in some cases. Personally, I like to be sure that the problem and all of it’s contributors have been addressed and reset, so this can take 1 session or more, it really depends on a number of factors that have aided to the build up of the phobia. It might take little longer, it might not, but the problem won’t return if we have covered every angle. We will have a better idea of how long a treatment plan will take after the first session.


Nobody deserves to live in fear and there is help available. No matter how big or small you think your problem is you deserve to be treated with unconditional positive regard and to get the help you need to lead an anxiety free life.

If you want to talk about your Trypanophobia, or any other phobias or conditions, feel free to contact me.

Cognitive Hypnotherapy: What is it and How does it Work?

Cognitive Hypnotherapy; a modern form of talking therapy backed by a wealth of positive research.


Classed as solution based brief therapy, Cognitive Hypnotherapy, or CogHyp as it’s also known, has its roots in modern neuroscience, scientific research and a host of established therapies. Utilising the best techniques taken from Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP), Clinical Hypnotherapy, Regression, Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) and coaching, the aim is to restore the connection between mind and body.

When we are facing emotional problems such as anxiety; bad habits that we can’t seem to break; phobias and so on, it can be due to what we call ‘unconscious drivers’ in our brain thinking that the behaviour is doing us good somehow. This in turn, can cause compulsive or impulsive behaviour or thinking – we do it over and over believing that this gives us some control. This doesn’t have to make sense to the logical mind, and often does not. For example and simply put, the feeling of not being able to stop smoking comes from the brain having learned at some point that it’s a good idea to smoke and in turn creates responses and feelings of compulsion to keep doing it.

We are complex beings, made up of millions of years’ worth of evolutionary survival mechanisms, most of which work very well for us. However, sometimes it’s almost as if our brains are so good at trying to protect us, that information is fired off before we get the chance to consciously interrupt the process and prevent it. This is what we mean by a ‘disconnect’ between mind and body. This disharmony can occur for a variety of reasons: trauma, learned behaviour, outdated thinking patterns etc. If you imagine that you are afraid of dogs and can’t even bring yourself to look at one on television, for example, we would call this a phobia. It is likely that once in the past you had an encounter with a dog that scared you and you ran away; your brain did its job and protected you from the thing that scared you. As this process worked for you, got you away from the scary thing. The next thing the brain does is store the response to the stimuli, so the next time you see a dog you do what you did last time – run (or at least feel like running). Every time this pattern is repeated it compounds the message to the brain that this is the right thing to do. Every time it happens the behaviour becomes more automatic until you can’t even remember how or why the cycle started.

Cognitive Hypnotherapists aim to understand how you experience whatever it is that’s bothering you, be it depression; lack of motivation; issues mentioned above or whatever has been affecting your life, and help you to take back control of your thinking and therefore your life too.



Most of us have experienced anxiety – it’s all too common in the modern world. Generally speaking, it’s a fear of what might happen. The feeling of anxiety is a complex series of chemical and neurological reactions that occur due to outdated survival responses. To deal with anxiety we look at what causes it and why you react as you do, then we make the changes that help you to feel calm and in control of how you feel.


Phobias tend to be universal and classifiable, such as: spiders, needles, cats, dogs, snakes, germs, lifts, public speaking, flying, balloons… the list is seemingly endless. Anyone can develop a phobia, of anything. No phobia is trivial; at best they can really inconvenience you, at worst they make you behave totally out of character. While phobias tend to be glaringly obvious and come in an array of forms, fears can be less obvious, niggling away at you and eroding your self-esteem. If it’s something that you are aware of or that’s holding you back, we can work with to resolve it.


Unfortunately many people suffer with self-doubt and thoughts and feelings of not being good enough. Cognitive hypnotherapy is very good for helping to change this by helping you to realise your potential and change how you look at yourself, re-enforcing your sense of self-worth. Learn to focus on your inner strengths and resources so that you can feel freer and stronger about who you are, so that you can lead a happier, more rewarding and enriched life.


Habits, including smoking, tend to be largely unconscious, with the conscious aspect being a secondary factor. The behaviour, or habit, might be viewed as a crutch or coping mechanism that you are afraid to let go of. Smoking, drinking, nail biting, self-sabotage, phone or online addiction, mindless eating, excessive exercise, cleaning and so on are just a few examples of habits you might want to break. Behind every habit there will be a reason for that behaviour and we will look behind the habit, seeking to unlock those drivers and free you from them.


It’s easy to feel lacklustre and stuck in such a busy society. Maybe you feel like you’re not doing enough or you don’t know what direction you want to go in, or why. We can discover what’s at the root of these thoughts and feelings and help you to find the direction that’s right for you. We can get to the bottom of anything that you believe is holding you back and stopping you achieving your goals. We can set new goals, boost your confidence, implement direction and help you to stay grounded so that you can achieve anything you set your mind to.


If you can’t see what you’re looking for above, there is still hope – it just means it’s not listed because the list of possible issues would be endless. Cognitive Hypnotherapy is great for working with most issues because it is such a flexible, broad and deep branch of therapy. Cognitive Hypnotherapists work with all sorts of people, to resolve all sorts of problems. Chances are it won’t be unique to the therapist. They will at least have heard of what’s bothering you; even if it’s an underlying ‘bad feeling’ it can be worked on.


Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) is based on the concept that your thoughts, feelings and actions are connected and when we have a problem a vicious cycle can form, one part affecting the next and so on. The idea is that by breaking problems into these smaller parts they can be more easily managed. CBT therapists work with you to show you how to challenge negative patterns so that you can improve the way you feel. CBT deals with your current problems, rather than focusing on issues from your past and using them to feel better in the present, as CogHyp does.

Cognitive Hypnotherapists help you deal with current problems by looking at where they started. The theory is, if you can resolve the trigger, you change the subsequent reactions. They also believe in the interconnectedness of thoughts, feelings and actions but instead of challenging the behaviour and learning to cope with it, coghyp practitioners want to help you to remove the triggers that are affecting your life, so you can take back control.

If you don’t know why you smoke and can’t remember why you started, your unconscious will have all the answers so that you can be free of compulsive and impulsive thoughts and behaviour.


The media has a lot to answer for when it comes to people being scared of hypnosis. The truth is, no hypnotist can make you do anything that you don’t want to do – and that’s it. Stage hypnosis is not fake, but it certainly is not the same as hypnotherapy. CogHyp is a little different to traditional hypnosis anyway. They do not need to achieve ‘deep trance’ for the therapy to work. In fact this form of therapy is largely conversational and totally conscious. You may be asked to close your eyes, but that’s just to assist your imagination in not getting distracted.

One of the underpinning principles of Cognitive Hypnotherapy is the notion that we all enter ‘trance’ multiple times of the day: when driving, exercising, acting out habits and when we are stuck with a problem – such as a phobia. There will be no watch swinging, just talking and perhaps closing of the eyes. There’s nothing to fear.


  • Do you want to enhance your life in some way; either by improving yourself or eliminating a problem, or even both?
  • Are you prepared to re-evaluate your thinking and habits?
  • Are you committed to clearing past problems?
  • Are you willing to dedicate time outside of sessions to implement and try out what you have learnt with me, and from yourself?
  • Are you ready to live an empowered life and to learn how to use your inner resources and strengths?

If you’ve answered yes to the above you are already in the right place, you just need to get in touch.

I only work with a small number of people at a time and those whom I really believe I can help, so it is important that you are totally committed to change from the get go. It’s difficult to say how many sessions you’ll need without knowing your specific case, but usually people need 2-6 sessions; obviously this is dependent on what’s been wrong and the pace you need to work at.